I am very much a "planner". I don't feel settled without having something to work towards. Just "being content and enjoying life" is not relaxing to me. I literally can.not.do.it and believe you me, since last June I have been trying to just settle in and enjoy the ride. But for me, it's like being on a roller coaster and not knowing if your going up, down, or around.
The silver lining: I found a husband who is very similar to me. I think he gets it, maybe not exactly how my internal cogs work, but he gets my need "to-do". He gets my very unsettled, restless (yes, I know that was redundant) ways because...he's is this way too.
The difference is that he just goes out and "does it". He makes it happen, whatever "it" may be, while I can get very caught up in the details: the how's, what's, when's of it all. And I then get frustrated with lack of progress.
Well this weekend I have decided to just go out, start walking, and find my North.
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